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[06 Oct 2005|02:15am] |
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Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking 'bout tomorrow
Cuz you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one?
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun inside your room, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Always someone there
And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on and I'll bring you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
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[17 Aug 2005|10:27pm] |
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so tomorrow she is leaving me. i have cried so many night over this and now its here. and theres nothing i can do. good luck angel. i know that the world will be great to you. i am going to miss my best friend and my love. who would have thought that i would be so bent over backwards for this girl? she has me so completely. SO COMPLETELY. i just want to be with her and i curse every minute i could have been with her that i wasn't. i love you. i will always love you. one day i hope that love is enough and you will be in my arms again. this is my last live journal post....
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[16 Aug 2005|02:49pm] |
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i have figured it out. good people make you want to be better. You want to be better because you see how they are and it just makes you smile. sometimes there are few people like that. for me there is one. she makes want to be better everyday. she makes me want to grow up into something i want to be. not what everyone else wants. what i want. and for that i will love her forever.
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[14 Aug 2005|12:34am] |
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thursday take me with you ok?
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[12 Aug 2005|02:08am] |
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tired...just tired and scared a lil.
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| one week |
[11 Aug 2005|11:01am] |
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the count down has begun. life sucks.
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| show me the money |
[08 Aug 2005|09:07pm] |
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ok so i need alot of cash to go to school this fall at FAU and i am hoping that my little excursion to Boca Raton tomorrow will be most fruitful. I need to get back into school and am finding that as i get older the importance of a degree is growing. When i first entered college i could have cared less about earning a degree. Now i think its a test to prove to myself that i can accomplish something this serious when most of my endevours have been less than serious and commendable for that matter. so show me the money. please...
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[04 Aug 2005|01:16pm] |
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and i dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that they'd understand when everythings made to be broken i just want you to know who i am
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[29 Jul 2005|02:51pm] |
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irish car bombs, sashkwatch and an electric dog collar. don't ask.
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| penn |
[28 Jul 2005|04:48pm] |
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what a strange state. drunk, high, out of control...miss home...but i have a feeling i am going to miss penn aswell.
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[20 Jul 2005|01:32am] |
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shows and natalie imbruglia....i love the "torn" video. 1998 and the 6 weeks video was on VH1 top 20. uhh na na na nah! love you chortes.
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[19 Jul 2005|02:35am] |
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my head is in pain.
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[16 Jul 2005|01:14am] |
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if only life was easy.... :(
you are calm and reposed
let your beauty unfold
pale white
like the skin stretched over your bones
spring keeps you ever close
you are second hand smoke
you are so fragile and thin
standing trial for your sins
holding onto yourself the best you can
you are the smell before the rain
you are the blood in my veins
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| wow |
[15 Jul 2005|02:32pm] |
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ok so willy wonka, free chicken and the hottest girlfriend west of Muvico. Who knew? show tonite....Ray's in West Palm. Tiger Woods PGA Tour. yeah i know my life sucks haha.
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[13 Jul 2005|03:34pm] |
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ok so i have officially won my first four tournaments on Tiger Woods PGA Tour 2005. And I have acrued 1.1 million dollars. hence forth i am throwing myself into seclusion from the world and coming back in 5 years once i have mastered the game of golf for real. soon to be in the money.....hopefully. love you pants
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| chortes |
[12 Jul 2005|08:02pm] |
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you were right...perfect place, perfect time...i love you
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[09 Jul 2005|09:14pm] |
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ok so not knowing is crazy and Tiger Woods PGA Tour 2005 for PS2 is amazing...chortes
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| times they are a' changin |
[08 Jul 2005|03:02pm] |
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where has all the time gone? now i know what that beatles songs means "yesterday" good song. this heart still beats for you.
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[11 Oct 2004|11:56pm] |
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madelyn-entertain me |
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umm madelyn cd out soon and just for the record i love emily alvarez
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